Mat Gilson

I put other things in but it doesn’t get you out! Burrowed in deeper. Wormed in further. I could beg but it summons you. I could cry but it summons you. I could scream but it summons you. Get thee behind me, get thee out! You might be gone, but you have deposited your spirit in me. If I could shake awake from this, if I could shake your spirit out… 

I’m sorry that I summoned you here when there is nothing for you to do. I was bored, I guess. Wanted company, I guess. I was bored. I know you cannot help me take it out, help me dig it out, help me pull it out of there. Help me scramble out, help me up and out, help me away, help me away from here and away from where I end up. Get from behind me, get me out! I might be gone from you but I am still here, I am painfully within myself. Sleeping or not sleeping I am in here!